What are you reflecting?

Before Zoom displayed our own faces to ourselves as we worked and socialized, before smartphone selfies became our new photo albums, before social media's algorithms distorted the way we saw the news, the primary way we viewed our own reflections was through a mirror over the bathroom sink.

Now, in the tyranny of blue lit devices, we watch ourselves watching current events unraveling with shocking disturbance and visceral torment. Perhaps these times call for a two-way mirror, the kind that uses one side to show you how you appear in the moment, and functions on the other side like a clear window to the world.

Using the reflection side of the glass, check in with yourself. Pause and breathe so you can notice the residue of whatever has permeated your protective layers. Have events hardened your heart or assaulted your gut? Pause and breathe again so you can reassemble. And then – only if or when you feel ready – use the transparent side of the glass like a lens that can project your faith, courage, and intentions to help repair harm, ease suffering, and reject lies, violence, and hate. Through this lens, it becomes possible to train your gaze for steady attention and an unshakable presence.

There are some whose prior trauma or current lack of safe ground compel them to look away and shelter from the storm. If this is you, know that your studio family has wide-open hearts and arms strong enough to hold you. And for those who enjoy the privilege to seek truth in relative comfort, we encourage you to keep watch, remain wide awake, and partake of sustenance while we as a community keep our vigil.

~ Annie Moyer